Female Patient's Suicide Note - Revision history

Midwinter: Text replacement - "Patient's Notebook" to "Patient's Notes"

2023-03-15T18:49:42Z

Text replacement - "Patient's Notebook" to "Patient's Notes"

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	\| description = Talks about the pain of losing her family.		\| description = Talks about the pain of losing her family.
	\| adddescription = A moldy old letter lies in the gap where the door was removed.		\| adddescription = A moldy old letter lies in the gap where the door was removed.
	\| related = [[Patient's ~~Notebook~~]], [[Woman's Suicide Note]]		\| related = [[Patient's Notes]], [[Woman's Suicide Note]]
	\| english =		\| english =
	The fact that you are reading this means that I am no longer in this world.		The fact that you are reading this means that I am no longer in this world.

Midwinter: Text replacement - "Jumping Woman's Suicide Note" to "Woman's Suicide Note"

2023-03-15T18:48:22Z

Text replacement - "Jumping Woman's Suicide Note" to "Woman's Suicide Note"

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	\| description = Talks about the pain of losing her family.		\| description = Talks about the pain of losing her family.
	\| adddescription = A moldy old letter lies in the gap where the door was removed.		\| adddescription = A moldy old letter lies in the gap where the door was removed.
	\| related = [[Patient's Notebook]], [[~~Jumping~~ Woman's Suicide Note]]		\| related = [[Patient's Notebook]], [[Woman's Suicide Note]]
	\| english =		\| english =
	The fact that you are reading this means that I am no longer in this world.		The fact that you are reading this means that I am no longer in this world.

Midwinter: Official translation

2023-03-11T14:15:35Z

Official translation

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	~~{{FanTranslationHeader}}~~{{Note Infobox2		{{Note Infobox2
	\| game = FF4		\| game = FF4
	\| title = Female Patient's Suicide Note		\| title = Female Patient's Suicide Note
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	\| author = Yoriko Sonohara		\| author = Yoriko Sonohara
	\| chapter = 2		\| chapter = 2
	\| location = [[Rogetsu Hall]], ~~2nd Floor Hallway~~		\| location = [[Rogetsu Hall]], 2F Ward Corridor
	\| obtained = On the floor beside the broken door to [[Room 205]]		\| obtained = On the floor beside the broken door to [[Room 205]]
	\| description = ~~A suicide note seemingly written by a patient. It describes~~ the pain of losing family.		\| description = Talks about the pain of losing her family.
	\| adddescription = An old letter ~~has fallen through~~ the gap of the ~~broken~~ door.		\| adddescription = A moldy old letter lies in the gap where the door was removed.
	\| related = [[Patient's Notebook]], [[Jumping Woman's Suicide Note]]		\| related = [[Patient's Notebook]], [[Jumping Woman's Suicide Note]]
	\| english =		\| english =
	If you are reading this~~, then~~ I am no longer in this world.		The fact that you are reading this means that I am no longer in this world.

	As my mother ~~gave~~ birth to me, so that ~~I could live, she left this world~~.		I am the last living member of my family. My mother died giving birth to me, and fate saw to it that both my father and brother met with fatal accidents.

	~~My father~~ and ~~brother were in an accident and also~~ left this ~~world~~.		The memory of my family and the guilt of being the only one left alive was what kept me going. Now this [[Moonlight Syndrome\|sickness]] is taking even those small comforts away from me.

	~~Without~~ my family, ~~all that kept~~ me ~~going were the memories we shared,~~ and ~~how guilty I felt to be the only one with a life left to live~~.		My memory is the only place where my family still lives, yet there is nothing I can do to stop this thing from getting inside me and killing them all over again.

	~~And now this disease will take~~ even ~~that from~~ me.		I can't stand it any longer. I remain alive as the people inside me are killed, and the most frightening thing of all is the thought that before long, I won't even be aware of what is happening to me.

	~~Even though they only exist in my memory~~, my family ~~is being killed and~~ I~~'m helpless to stop it. Again~~.		I lose everything, yet I feel nothing. My family faces death after death, yet I feel nothing.

	~~As long as~~ I ~~go on surviving,~~ I~~'m killing those I love~~.		That is why I am choosing to leave this world while I have what little memory remains inside me.

	I ~~can't take it anymore.~~		While I am still me.

	~~But what scares me the most is losing even the guilt.~~

	~~To lose everything, and feel nothing.~~

	~~So with what little memory I have left, I, too, will leave this world.~~

	~~At least I can die while I'm~~ still me.
	\| japanese =		\| japanese =
	これをあなたが見ているという事は、		これをあなたが見ているという事は、

Midwinter: Text replacement - "Rougetsu Hall" to "Rogetsu Hall"

2022-12-22T14:27:30Z

Text replacement - "Rougetsu Hall" to "Rogetsu Hall"

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	\| author = Yoriko Sonohara		\| author = Yoriko Sonohara
	\| chapter = 2		\| chapter = 2
	\| location = [[~~Rougetsu~~ Hall]], 2nd Floor Hallway		\| location = [[Rogetsu Hall]], 2nd Floor Hallway
	\| obtained = On the floor beside the broken door to [[Room 205]]		\| obtained = On the floor beside the broken door to [[Room 205]]
	\| description = A suicide note seemingly written by a patient. It describes the pain of losing family.		\| description = A suicide note seemingly written by a patient. It describes the pain of losing family.

Anwyll: Text replacement - "Patient's Note" to "Patient's Notebook"

2021-10-19T04:11:47Z

Text replacement - "Patient's Note" to "Patient's Notebook"

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	\| description = A suicide note seemingly written by a patient. It describes the pain of losing family.		\| description = A suicide note seemingly written by a patient. It describes the pain of losing family.
	\| adddescription = An old letter has fallen through the gap of the broken door.		\| adddescription = An old letter has fallen through the gap of the broken door.
	\| related = [[Patient's ~~Note~~]], [[Jumping Woman's Suicide Note]]		\| related = [[Patient's Notebook]], [[Jumping Woman's Suicide Note]]
	\| english =		\| english =
	If you are reading this, then I am no longer in this world.		If you are reading this, then I am no longer in this world.

Anwyll: Text replacement - "Suicide Woman's Note" to "Jumping Woman's Suicide Note"

2021-10-19T02:36:21Z

Text replacement - "Suicide Woman's Note" to "Jumping Woman's Suicide Note"

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	\| description = A suicide note seemingly written by a patient. It describes the pain of losing family.		\| description = A suicide note seemingly written by a patient. It describes the pain of losing family.
	\| adddescription = An old letter has fallen through the gap of the broken door.		\| adddescription = An old letter has fallen through the gap of the broken door.
	\| related = [[Patient's Note]], [[~~Suicide~~ Woman's Note]]		\| related = [[Patient's Note]], [[Jumping Woman's Suicide Note]]
	\| english =		\| english =
	If you are reading this, then I am no longer in this world.		If you are reading this, then I am no longer in this world.

Anwyll at 02:07, 17 October 2021

2021-10-17T02:07:00Z

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	{{FanTranslationHeader}}{{Note Infobox2		{{FanTranslationHeader}}{{Note Infobox2
	\| game = FF4		\| game = FF4
	\| title = Female Patient's Note		\| title = Female Patient's Suicide Note
	\| image = [[Image:LettertoMadoka.png\|150px]]		\| image = [[Image:LettertoMadoka.png\|150px]]
	\| kanji = 女性患者の遺書		\| kanji = 女性患者の遺書

Anwyll at 02:06, 17 October 2021

2021-10-17T02:06:42Z

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	{{Note Infobox2		{{FanTranslationHeader}}{{Note Infobox2
	\| game = FF4		\| game = FF4
	\| title = Female Patient's Note		\| title = Female Patient's Note

Anwyll: Overhaul

2021-10-17T02:06:29Z

Overhaul

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	\| location = [[Rougetsu Hall]], 2nd Floor Hallway		\| location = [[Rougetsu Hall]], 2nd Floor Hallway
	\| obtained = On the floor beside the broken door to [[Room 205]]		\| obtained = On the floor beside the broken door to [[Room 205]]
	\| description = ~~Note~~ seemingly written by a patient. ~~She writes about~~ the ~~suffering from~~ losing ~~her~~ family.		\| description = A suicide note seemingly written by a patient. It describes the pain of losing family.
	\| adddescription = An old letter ~~fell out~~ of the ~~crack in the~~ door.		\| adddescription = An old letter has fallen through the gap of the broken door.
	\| related = [[Patient's Note]], [[Suicide Woman's Note]]		\| related = [[Patient's Note]], [[Suicide Woman's Note]]
	\| english =		\| english =
	~~When~~ you ~~see~~ this, I ~~will~~ no longer be in this world.		If you are reading this, then I am no longer in this world.

	~~When~~ my mother gave birth to me, ~~she died, in order to let me~~ live, ~~to protect me~~.		As my mother gave birth to me, so that I could live, she left this world.

	My father and my brother ~~died~~ in an accident~~, to protect me~~.		My father and brother were in an accident and also left this world.

	~~What~~ kept me ~~alive after their deaths is~~ the ~~memory I have of them~~, and the ~~terrible guilt I feel for still being alive~~.		Without my family, all that kept me going were the memories we shared, and how guilty I felt to be the only one with a life left to live.

	~~This [[Getsuyuu Syndrome\|illness]] is robbing me of~~ even that.		And now this disease will take even that from me.

	~~The family that~~ only ~~exists~~ in my memory is being ~~slowly~~ killed ~~off.~~ I ~~can~~'~~t take~~ it ~~anymore, living while slowly losing the memories of those people who were dearest to me~~.		Even though they only exist in my memory, my family is being killed and I'm helpless to stop it. Again.

	~~Still the most frightening thing is losing the guilt~~ I ~~feel~~.		As long as I go on surviving, I'm killing those I love.

	I ~~am not afraid of killing my family once again~~.		I can't take it anymore.

	~~I will leave this world, with~~ the ~~few memories I have left~~.		But what scares me the most is losing even the guilt.

	~~While~~ I am still me.		To lose everything, and feel nothing.

			So with what little memory I have left, I, too, will leave this world.

			At least I can die while I'm still me.
	\| japanese =		\| japanese =
	これをあなたが見ているという事は、		これをあなたが見ているという事は、

Anwyll: Anwyll moved page Female Patient's Note to Female Patient's Suicide Note

2021-10-17T01:27:15Z

Anwyll moved page Female Patient's Note to Female Patient's Suicide Note

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