Reika,
I visited Dr. Asou for the first time since our recent meeting today, so I'll tell you what happened.
...Or I would like to, anyway, but perplexingly enough I cannot tell you the specifics of what went on. My memories are so hazy that I find it impossible to recall anything with clarity.
I do remember us talking about all sorts of things before an odd device which it is said can reproduce images of the human form, but the experience was a very strange one which felt as if I were dreaming.
According to what he told me afterwards, he had put me into a light sleep and studied the feelings within my heart, the inner workings of the human mind and what lies within the depths of the soul, and got me to tell him trivial stories in my hypnotised state.
Possibly influenced by this, ever since then the memories of my dreams have begun to resurface as if they are real events.
I walk forward single-mindedly, attempting to conceal myself from the people encircling the woman attired as a priestess, heading for somewhere extremely deep within.
And because I feel so strongly as if your voice is calling intently to me, I begin to almost forget that it is a dream at all.
If this research were to bear fruit, the memories of the others who cooperated with this research as I did would be preserved in some form for generations to come.
If so, perhaps my own dreams might play some part in substantiating whatever it is that the doctor is researching, even if only in a minor way.
Kaname
Kaname's Letter 11
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零華へ
先日逢つた麻生博士の元へ今日初めて伺つたので
そのことを報告しておこうと思ふ。
とは云つても、じつはそのことについて
詳細を語りやうがない、といふのだから戸惑う。
記憶が曖昧でどうにもはつきりと思ひ出せぬのだ。
人の姿を写し取るといふ変わつた装置の前で
なにやら色んな話をした覚へはあるのだが
それ自体が夢の中のやうな心持ちで
なんとも不思議な体験であつた。
あとで聞いたところによると
僕を少しばかり眠つたやうな状態にして
心の中で思つてゐることや
人が心の深いところに持つてゐるものについて
精神の動きを調べたり、
催眠状態の僕から一寸した話を聞き出したりしたのだと云ふ。
そういつたことが影響しているのであらうか、
それ以来、あの夢の記憶は、もはや現実の出来事のやうに
僕の脳裏に浮かんでくるやうになつてゐる。
巫女姿の女性を取り囲む人々から
身を隠すやうにして
どこかとてつもなく深い場所を目指して
ひたすらに歩いてゆく僕。
そしてそれは君の声に
強く呼ばれているからだと思うあまり、
夢であることを忘れさうにさへなつてゐる。
この研究が実を結べば
僕のやうに調査に協力した人間の記憶も
なんらかのかたちで後世まで残ることだらう。
そのときには僕のこの夢もまた
博士の研究されているなにかを実証することに
微力ながらも役立つのであらうか。
要