That nurse came and shouted at me again, going on and on about something or other. When she turned away from me, I cut her a little and she made the ugliest noise.
That bitch is ugly on the inside too. I hate her guts.
Ugly things upset me. I like beautiful things.
Squashed insects
Cut hands
Meat wet with red
The loud noise they make
just before they stop moving
Beautiful things that last only a moment.
Everyone collects things they like and takes care of them.
The doctors say collecting things I like is good for my sickness.
It'll make me better.
So I collect beautiful things. More and more beautiful things.
I have to keep collecting them, or else my insides —
(the rest is incomprehensible)
Ayako's Note
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Ayako's Note | |
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| Kanji | 亞夜子のメモ あやこのめも |
| Game | Fatal Frame: Mask of the Lunar Eclipse |
| Author | Ayako |
| Chapter | Phase V: Twin Faces |
| Located at | Room 207 |
| Obtained | On the bed |
| Description | Note written in messy handwriting, talking about "beautiful things." |
| Additional Description | Found a diary. |
| Related Notes | Torn-Up Note |
また あの かんごふが
あたしに なにかうるさいことを言ってきた。
うしろをむいた時、
ちょっと きってやったら
みにくい声を あげた。
あいつは うちがわまで
みにくいので 大きらい。
あたしがすきなのは、もっと
キレイなもの。
つぶした虫
ちぎれた手
赤くぬれた肉
動かなくなる前のおおきな声
すぐに消えていくキレイなもの。
みんなだって、
キレイなおもちゃをあつめたり、
かわいがったりしてる。
好きなものをあつめると、
病気にいいって
いしゃも言うし。
だからあたしは
キレイなものをあつめる。
もっともっとあつめる。
あつめないと
あたしの中が ＊＊＊＊
（この後の文字は乱雑で読めない）