If you are reading this, then I am no longer in this world.
As my mother gave birth to me, so that I could live, she left this world.
My father and brother were in an accident and also left this world.
Without my family, all that kept me going were the memories we shared, and how guilty I felt to be the only one with a life left to live.
And now this disease will take even that from me.
Even though they only exist in my memory, my family is being killed and I'm helpless to stop it. Again.
As long as I go on surviving, I'm killing those I love.
I can't take it anymore.
But what scares me the most is losing even the guilt.
To lose everything, and feel nothing.
So with what little memory I have left, I, too, will leave this world.
At least I can die while I'm still me.
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| location = [[Rougetsu Hall]], 2nd Floor Hallway | | location = [[Rougetsu Hall]], 2nd Floor Hallway | ||
| obtained = On the floor beside the broken door to [[Room 205]] | | obtained = On the floor beside the broken door to [[Room 205]] | ||
| description = | | description = A suicide note seemingly written by a patient. It describes the pain of losing family. | ||
| adddescription = An old letter | | adddescription = An old letter has fallen through the gap of the broken door. | ||
| related = [[Patient's Note]], [[Suicide Woman's Note]] | | related = [[Patient's Note]], [[Suicide Woman's Note]] | ||
| english = | | english = | ||
If you are reading this, then I am no longer in this world. | |||
As my mother gave birth to me, so that I could live, she left this world. | |||
My father and | My father and brother were in an accident and also left this world. | ||
Without my family, all that kept me going were the memories we shared, and how guilty I felt to be the only one with a life left to live. | |||
And now this disease will take even that from me. | |||
Even though they only exist in my memory, my family is being killed and I'm helpless to stop it. Again. | |||
As long as I go on surviving, I'm killing those I love. | |||
I | I can't take it anymore. | ||
But what scares me the most is losing even the guilt. | |||
To lose everything, and feel nothing. | |||
So with what little memory I have left, I, too, will leave this world. | |||
At least I can die while I'm still me. | |||
| japanese = | | japanese = | ||
これをあなたが見ているという事は、 | これをあなたが見ているという事は、 | ||
Revision as of 03:06, 17 October 2021
Female Patient's Note | |
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| Kanji | 女性患者の遺書 じょせい かんじゃ の いしょ |
| Game | Fatal Frame: Mask of the Lunar Eclipse |
| Author | Yoriko Sonohara |
| Chapter | Phase II: Resonance |
| Located at | Rougetsu Hall, 2nd Floor Hallway |
| Obtained | On the floor beside the broken door to Room 205 |
| Description | A suicide note seemingly written by a patient. It describes the pain of losing family. |
| Additional Description | An old letter has fallen through the gap of the broken door. |
| Related Notes | Patient's Note, Suicide Woman's Note |
これをあなたが見ているという事は、
私はもう、この世界にいないという事です。
母は私が生まれた時、
私を守るように
この世を去りました。
父と兄も、事故によって
この世を去りました。
家族を失った私を支えているのは、
三人の思い出と、自分だけ生き残った
罪の意識だけです。
それなのに病は、それすら奪っていきます。
私の記憶の中にしか存在しない家族が
殺されていく
なのに私はどうする事もできない
私は私の中で
大切な人を殺しながら生き延びる
私にはもう耐えられません。
でも本当に恐れているのは
この罪の意識すら失う事。
全てを失っても何も感じない私
家族を再び殺めても何も感じない私
だから私は、記憶がわずかに
あるうちにこの世を去ります。
私が私であるうちに。