Sayaka's Diary (3)
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Ruka, I'm sorry.
I don't think that I can take it anymore...
When I heard from the detective how you were found, everything I believe in collapsed with a noise.
They say that the tunnel they found you in was connected to the elevator shaft at Haibara Hospital.
I realise putting you in that hospital and asking Dr. Haibara to cure you was nothing but a mistake.
And when I heard what clothes you were in when you were found and what the tunnel was like...
Who would have thought that person was involved?
To imagine that that murderer was really involved in all of this...
Then there really isn't any place that can offer us peace anymore...
Kirishima said it was unreasonable to show me the place where you were found.
From the first floor Rougetsu Hall corridor crossing to Haibara Hospital.
In the basement of Haibara Hospital...
There's no elevator button that goes further down than the first floor.
That's where you were.
Against the old tunnel wall where the hospital's construction work was suspended.
Right under the Moon Reflection Well...
Only a thin light shines down from the dark of the well.
The cold air from that place makes the body tremble uncontrollably.
When I stood in that place, I could only cry.
Back then, what happened to you?
Why did your heart break?
Your memories vanish?
Dr. Katagiri said that even if your memory doesn't return, you are fortunate to have survived.
For now, we must try not to upset the balance of your barely-maintained mental state.
From now on, maybe it's not impossible for you to recover slowly and return to a normal life again.
But you probably won't remember anything from before you lost your memory.
What reason do you have to remember when it would only break your heart?
Just maybe there's a chance that you may Bloom.
It will be hard to lose our irreplaceable memories, but... we need to forget the things of the past. What you remembered, what's happening to us...
We should only look forward, holding hands tightly.
From now on, only remember the good things.