I thought that, if I accepted your wish, this would finally be over.
That day when you shoved me from behind...
Even if you did it on purpose, I don't care anymore.
Even though I'll never walk again, I don't care anymore.
I forgive you for everything.
I realize now that I'm not supposed to exist.
It was only because I existed that you went into the darkness.
And it is only because I accepted your wish that you cannot escape.
I understand now.
There's nowhere I could hide that you would give up searching.
There's nowhere I could run that you would give up chasing.
That's how I know this is the only way.
I pray that it shines a light
into your darkness.
Kaoru Sendo's Suicide Note
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Kaoru Sendo's Suicide Note | |
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| Kanji | 千堂 馨の遺書 せんどう かおるのいしょ |
| Game | Fatal Frame: Mask of the Lunar Eclipse |
| Author | Kaoru Sendou |
| Chapter | Phase V: Twin Faces |
| Located at | Room 311 |
| Obtained | Inside the coffin after defeating Watashi. |
| Description | A letter in a sealed envelope. It's addressed to Kageri Sendou. |
| Additional Description | A letter was hidden inside the coffin. |
| Related Notes | Kageri Sendou's Letter 1, Kageri Sendou's Letter 2, Kageri Sendou's Letter 3 & Letter Dropped by Woman in Black |
あなたの想いを受け入れれば
すべてが終わると思っていました
あなたが、あの時 背中を押したのが
わざとだったとしても
もういいの
わたしが歩けなくなったことも
もういいの
すべて許します
きっと
わたしがいては、いけないのです
わたしがいるから、
あなたは闇の中に入った
わたしが受け入れたから、
あなたは闇の中から
出ることができない
⋯それが わかりました
わたしがどこに隠れても、
あなたは探し続けるでしょう
わたしがどこに逃げても
あなたは永遠にあきらめないでしょう
だから、こうするしかないのです
あなたの暗闇に光がさすことを
祈って