Kaoru Sendo's Suicide Note

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Kaoru Sendo's Suicide Note
Kanji	千堂　馨の遺書 せんどう　かおるのいしょ
Game	Fatal Frame: Mask of the Lunar Eclipse
Author	Kaoru Sendou
Chapter	Phase V: Twin Faces
Located at	Room 311
Obtained	Inside the coffin after defeating Watashi.
Description	A letter in a sealed envelope. It's addressed to Kageri Sendou.
Additional Description	A letter was hidden inside the coffin.
Related Notes	Kageri Sendou's Letter 1, Kageri Sendou's Letter 2, Kageri Sendou's Letter 3 & Letter Dropped by the Woman in Black

ENJA

I thought that, if I accepted your wish, this would finally be over.

That day when you shoved me from behind...

Even if you did it on purpose, I don't care anymore.

Even though I'll never walk again, I don't care anymore.

I forgive you for everything.

I realize now that I'm not supposed to exist.

It was only because I existed that you went into the darkness.

And it is only because I accepted your wish that you cannot escape it.

I understand now.

There's nowhere I could hide that you would give up searching.

There's nowhere I could run that you would give up chasing.

That's how I know this is the only way.

　　I pray that it shines a light
　　　　　　　into your darkness.

あなたの想いを受け入れれば

すべてが終わると思っていました

あなたが、あの時　背中を押したのが
わざとだったとしても
もういいの

わたしが歩けなくなったことも
もういいの

すべて許します

きっと
わたしがいては、いけないのです

わたしがいるから、
あなたは闇の中に入った

わたしが受け入れたから、
あなたは闇の中から
出ることができない

⋯それが　わかりました

わたしがどこに隠れても、
あなたは探し続けるでしょう

わたしがどこに逃げても
あなたは永遠にあきらめないでしょう

だから、こうするしかないのです

　　あなたの暗闇に光がさすことを
　　　　　　　祈って