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| title          = Female Patient's Suicide Note
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| author        = Yoriko Sonohara
| author        = Yoriko Sonohara
| chapter        = 2
| chapter        = 2
| location      = [[Rougetsu Hall]], 2nd Floor Hallway
| location      = [[Rogetsu Hall]], 2F Ward Corridor
| obtained      = On the floor beside the broken door to [[Room 205]]
| obtained      = On the floor beside the broken door to [[Room 205]]
| description    = A suicide note seemingly written by a patient. It describes the pain of losing family.
| description    = Talks about the pain of losing her family.
| adddescription = An old letter has fallen through the gap of the broken door.
| adddescription = A moldy old letter lies in the gap where the door was removed.
| related        = [[Patient's Note]], [[Jumping Woman's Suicide Note]]
| related        = [[Patient's Notes]], [[Woman's Suicide Note]]
| english        =  
| english        =  
If you are reading this, then I am no longer in this world.
The fact that you are reading this means that I am no longer in this world.


As my mother gave birth to me, so that I could live, she left this world.
I am the last living member of my family. My mother died giving birth to me, and fate saw to it that both my father and brother met with fatal accidents.


My father and brother were in an accident and also left this world.
The memory of my family and the guilt of being the only one left alive was what kept me going. Now this [[Moonlight Syndrome|sickness]] is taking even those small comforts away from me.


Without my family, all that kept me going were the memories we shared, and how guilty I felt to be the only one with a life left to live.
My memory is the only place where my family still lives, yet there is nothing I can do to stop this thing from getting inside me and killing them all over again.


And now this disease will take even that from me.
I can't stand it any longer. I remain alive as the people inside me are killed, and the most frightening thing of all is the thought that before long, I won't even be aware of what is happening to me.


Even though they only exist in my memory, my family is being killed and I'm helpless to stop it. Again.
I lose everything, yet I feel nothing. My family faces death after death, yet I feel nothing.


As long as I go on surviving, I'm killing those I love.
That is why I am choosing to leave this world while I have what little memory remains inside me.


I can't take it anymore.
While I am still me.
 
But what scares me the most is losing even the guilt.
 
To lose everything, and feel nothing.
 
So with what little memory I have left, I, too, will leave this world.
 
At least I can die while I'm still me.
| japanese      =  
| japanese      =  
これをあなたが見ているという事は、
これをあなたが見ているという事は、

Latest revision as of 19:49, 15 March 2023

Female Patient's Suicide Note


Kanji 女性患者の遺書
じょせい かんじゃ の いしょ
Game Fatal Frame: Mask of the Lunar Eclipse
Author Yoriko Sonohara
Chapter Phase II: Resonance
Located at Rogetsu Hall, 2F Ward Corridor
Obtained On the floor beside the broken door to Room 205
Description Talks about the pain of losing her family.
Additional Description A moldy old letter lies in the gap where the door was removed.
Related Notes Patient's Notes, Woman's Suicide Note

The fact that you are reading this means that I am no longer in this world.

I am the last living member of my family. My mother died giving birth to me, and fate saw to it that both my father and brother met with fatal accidents.

The memory of my family and the guilt of being the only one left alive was what kept me going. Now this sickness is taking even those small comforts away from me.

My memory is the only place where my family still lives, yet there is nothing I can do to stop this thing from getting inside me and killing them all over again.

I can't stand it any longer. I remain alive as the people inside me are killed, and the most frightening thing of all is the thought that before long, I won't even be aware of what is happening to me.

I lose everything, yet I feel nothing. My family faces death after death, yet I feel nothing.

That is why I am choosing to leave this world while I have what little memory remains inside me.

While I am still me.

これをあなたが見ているという事は、
私はもう、この世界にいないという事です。

母は私が生まれた時、
私を守るように
この世を去りました。

父と兄も、事故によって
この世を去りました。


家族を失った私を支えているのは、
三人の思い出と、自分だけ生き残った
罪の意識だけです。

それなのに病は、それすら奪っていきます。

私の記憶の中にしか存在しない家族が
殺されていく
なのに私はどうする事もできない


私は私の中で
大切な人を殺しながら生き延びる

私にはもう耐えられません。
でも本当に恐れているのは
この罪の意識すら失う事。


全てを失っても何も感じない私
家族を再び殺めても何も感じない私

だから私は、記憶がわずかに
あるうちにこの世を去ります。

私が私であるうちに。

Documents
Dr. Asou's Notes - Notes from Madoka - Madoka's Notebook - Madoka's Diary - Letter to Madoka - Choshiro's Notebook - Ruka's Diary - Misaki's Diary - Torn Diary - Boy's Diary - Diary with Pictures - 2F Nurse's Logbook - 3F Nurse's Logbook - 4F Isolation Room Reports - On-Duty Nurse's Memo - Duty Nurse's Notes - Nurse's Notes - Tsubaki Tono's Diary - Assistant's Notes - Director Haibara's Notes - Black Notebook - Sayaka's Diary - Letter to Soya - Soya's Notes - Soya's Scribblings - Letter From Soya Yomotsuki - Sakuya's Diary - Note from Someone - Letter Dropped by Woman in Black - Kageri Sendo's Letters - Kaoru Sendou's Suicide Note - Yuko Magaki's Painting Notes - Patient Observation Record - Misaki Asou Treatment Notes - Ayako's Notes - Fragment of an Unsent Letter - Female Patient's Suicide Note - Construction Worker's Logbook - Scribbled Last Words - Woman's Suicide Note - Patient's Notes - Note Left by Islander - Note Left by Fisherman - Note by Court Guardian
Records
Memo to the New Nurse - Information Plaque - Memo with Code - Information About Lift - Room Assignment Lists - Medical Files - Post-Mortem Certificates - Hospital Notices - Film Incineration - Newspaper Articles - Rogetsu Island Tourism Brochure - "What is the Rogetsu Kagura?" - Rogetsu Kagura Film Record - "To Rogetsu Kagura Visitors" - Dr. Asou's Research - Moonlight Syndrome Research File - Moonlight Syndrome and the Moon - Informer's Report - Old Research Records - Bundle of Burned Letters - Rogetsu Island Tomes - Yomotsuki Documents - Tsukimori Documents - "On the Mask of the Lunar Eclipse" - "Coming of the Day of Tranquility"
Other
Basic Operation - Flashlight - Examining - Camera Obscura - Filament - Taking Hint Photos - Power-Up Lenses - Equipped Functions - Film - Spirit Stone Flashlight - Handbook - Menu - Saving - Blue Crystals - Red Crystals - Hozuki Dolls
Pictures
Control Panel - Code Echoing in Ears - Cradle - Five Masks - Five Maidens - Grandfather Clock Code - Hole in Floor - Misaki with Girl in Black - Old Score Shining on Wall - Smudged Faces - Photo Taken in Front of Infirmary - Photo of Girls - Photo of Man and Masks - Photo of Woman with no Face - Red Wheelchair - Room with Books - Vision of Oblivion - Screening - Mask with Charm - Hidden Doll
Voices
List of phone calls - Radio messages - List of tapes
Misc.
Unused Files