Deteriorating Note

Deteriorating Note
Kanji	融けかかったメモ とけかかったメモ
Game	Fatal Frame: Maiden of Black Water
Author	Unknown
Chapter	Second Drop: Mt. Hikami
Located at	Unfathomable Forest, SW - Concealed Copse
Obtained	On the ground
Description	A note found in the Unfathomable Forest. It seems to be about seeing a shrine maiden.
Additional Description	A faded note found amidst the underbrush.
Related Notes	Apparent Suicide Note, Crumpled Note, Note from a Tent, Sunken Note

ENJA

This place will do. No one will find me here. This'll be a place just for me.

I can melt away, bit by bit.

I'll be like water, seeping into the ground. I won't be myself anymore. I'll be one with nature.


Was I dreaming just now?

A woman dressed in white was looking down at me. She looked like one of those shrine maidens I've heard about.

I didn't have the strength to move, but she kept on watching me.

She seemed harmless.

I came here because I don't like people looking at me. They're always looking down on me.

But being watched in my final moments felt strangely relieving.



I'm glad I came here.

ここがいい。
ここなら誰にも見つからない。
僕だけの場所だ。

ここで、少しずつ融ければいい。

水のようになって、土に融けて、
草木に融けて、僕は無くなる。


夢だったのか。

巫女のような白い服の女が、
ずっと僕を見下ろしていた。

動く力も残ってない僕を、
そのまま、ずっと見ていた。


嫌な感じはしなかった。

人に見られるのが嫌で、
人に見下されるのが嫌で、
ここに来た。

でも、最期を見ていてくれる人が
いると思うと、不思議と安心する。


ここに来て良かった。