Fuyuhi's Note 2

Fuyuhi's Note 2
Kanji	冬陽の残したメモ　二 ふゆひ の のこした メモ に
Game	Fatal Frame: Maiden of Black Water
Author	Fuyuhi Himino
Chapter	Second Drop: Mt. Hikami
Located at	Unfathomable Forest, South-East - Hanging Tree
Obtained	Examine the ground
Description	A note written by Fuyuhi Himino. It's about her missing friend, Haruka Momose.
Additional Description	There's a note lying among the dead leaves. It looks like Fuyuhi Himino's.
Related Notes	Fuyuhi's Note 1, Fuyuhi's Note 3, Fuyuhi Himino's Letter

ENJA

I don't know what to do now that Haruka's gone missing.

I can't do anything on my own. It's like I can't breathe.

We've been close since we were children. Now she's gone, I realize how important she is to me. How irreplaceable.


I can't stop thinking I could have done something when she left that day. Maybe if I'd said something, I could have stopped her from going.

The waiting is unbearable.

I should have been the one to disappear. It should be me.


If Haruka comes back, there's so much I want to tell her.

I should tell her how I really feel, before we end things together.

Maybe she's already known for a long time, but I'll tell her anyway. I have to tell her.

春河がいなくなってから、
どうしていいかわからない。

私ひとりでは何もできない。
ちゃんと呼吸もできてない気がする。

春河がいなくなって、子供の頃から
一緒だった春河がどんなに大切か、
かけがえがないかわかった。


私の部屋から春河が帰ったあの時、
自分が何かできたんじゃないかと、
あの時私が何か言えば、春河はどこにも
行かなかったんじゃないかと。
そのことばかり考えて心がつぶれそう。

待つのがこんなにつらいなんて。

私が消えればよかった。
私の方が消えればよかったのに。


・・・春河が帰ってきたら伝えたいことがある。

一緒に終わる前に、本当の気持ちを
言ってもいいよね。

春河はとっくに知っているかもしれないけど、
言おう。

ちゃんと言おう。