I don't know what to do now that Haruka's gone missing.
I can't do anything on my own. It's like I can't breathe.
We've been close since we were children. Now she's gone, I realize how important she is to me. How irreplaceable.
I can't stop thinking I could have done something when she left that day. Maybe if I'd said something, I could have stopped her from going.
The waiting is unbearable.
I should have been the one to disappear. It should be me.
If Haruka comes back, there's so much I want to tell her.
I should tell her how I really feel, before we end things together.
Maybe she's already known for a long time, but I'll tell her anyway. I have to tell her.
Fuyuhi's Note 2
Fuyuhi's Note 2 | |
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| Kanji | 冬陽の残したメモ 二 ふゆひ の とこした メモ に |
| Game | Fatal Frame: Maiden of Black Water |
| Author | Fuyuhi Himino |
| Chapter | Second Drop: Mt. Hikami |
| Located at | Unfathomable Forest, South-East - Hanging Tree |
| Obtained | Examine the ground |
| Description | A note written by Fuyuhi Himino. It's about her missing friend, Haruka Momose. |
| Additional Description | There's a note lying among the dead leaves. It looks like Fuyuhi Himino's. |
| Related Notes | Fuyuhi's Note 1, Fuyuhi's Note 3, Fuyuhi Himino's Letter |
春河がいなくなってから、
どうしていいかわからない。
私ひとりでは何もできない。
ちゃんと呼吸もできてない気がする。
春河がいなくなって、子供の頃から
一緒だった春河がどんなに大切か、
かけがえがないかわかった。
私の部屋から春河が帰ったあの時、
自分が何かできたんじゃないかと、
あの時私が何か言えば、春河はどこにも
行かなかったんじゃないかと。
そのことばかり考えて心がつぶれそう。
待つのがこんなにつらいなんて。
私が消えればよかった。
私の方が消えればよかったのに。
・・・春河が帰ってきたら伝えたいことがある。
一緒に終わる前に、本当の気持ちを
言ってもいいよね。
春河はとっくに知っているかもしれないけど、
言おう。
ちゃんと言おう。