When my heart gets weak, I can't even breathe. It takes all my strength just to breathe.
All I can do is take the breath, and then hope to take another.
I grow exhausted and spend all my strength just to live, I am aware of death, and I see.
People whispering.
People with broken faces.
People with ruined bodies.
People who stare at me from bloody sockets.
People crying endlessly.
All I can do is close my eyes, cover my ears, and wait for the moment to pass.
They are always watching me.
They say I don't belong here.
It should have gotten better.
I should have gotten better.
Yuri's Notebook 1
Yuri's Notebook 1 | |
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| Kanji | 夕莉のノート 一 ゆうり の ノート いち |
| Game | Fatal Frame: Maiden of Black Water |
| Author | Yuri Kozukata |
| Chapter | Eighth Drop: The Witching Hour |
| Located at | Kurosawa's Antiques, Yuri's Room |
| Obtained | On the pile of boxes |
| Description | A notebook that was left atop Yuri's desk. She's written about the things she sees. |
| Additional Description | Yuri's notebook. It seems she's written in it like a diary. |
| Related Notes | Yuri's Notebook 2, Yuri's Notebook 3, Yuri's Notebook 4 |
心が弱くなってくると、息をすることもできない。
気力を振り絞ってなんとか息を吸い、
ゆっくりと息を吐く。
この一呼吸を何とか終えると、次の一呼吸。
そしてまた、次の一呼吸。
疲れ果てて、生きる気力も底を尽き、
死を意識するほど「見える」ようになる。
囁きあいながら、道幅いっぱいに
やってくる人たち。
顔の壊れた人。
身体が崩れている人。
目がないのに、私を見続けている人。
泣き続けている人。
目を閉じ、耳を塞いで、じっと耐えて
やり過ごすしかない。
あの人たちは、私をずっと見ている。
私がいるべき場所はここではないと
言っている。
なおったはずだ。
なおったはず。