Haruka's Note 4

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Haruka's Note 4


Kanji 春河の残したメモ 四
はるか の のこした メモ し
Game Fatal Frame: Maiden of Black Water
Author Haruka Momose
Chapter Fourth Drop: Spirited Away
Located at Shrine of Dolls, Front Shrine
Obtained On the floor
Description A note left in the Shrine of Dolls, in tiny writing. It mentions the "Song of Memories."
Additional Description There's a note here written in small writing. It looks like Haruka must have come here.
Related Notes Haruka's Note 1, Haruka's Note 2, Haruka's Note 3

Ever since we survived, I've felt like every day could be my last.

I feel closer to Fuyuhi than ever. It's nice sharing secrets with her... Sharing my guilt.

We often talk about the past. I remember a lot of things from back then...

Like how her face was the first picture I drew in kindergarten. We split the sheet of paper and drew each other.

I remember growing taller than her, and how she stayed at my house while hers was being renovated. We often talk about that kind of stuff.

Most of all, I remember singing the Song of Memories at kindergarten graduation. I looked over at Fuyuhi and she was already looking at me, waving.

Whenever I hear that song, it makes me want to go back there... to that time.

My whole life has been flashing before my eyes. Of all the moments, that's the one I want to keep on living over and over, forever.

二人で生き残ったときから、
もうずっと最期の一日前のような雰囲気。

冬陽とすごく仲良くなった。
誰にも言えない秘密を二人で共有する
うしろめたさが、心地よくなってきたのかも。

ずっと、昔のことを話している。
話すうちに、いろんなことを思い出した。
こんな昔のことを覚えているもんだね。


幼稚園のときに最初に描いた絵。
一枚の画用紙を冬陽と二人で分け合って
お互いの顔を描いたこと。

私が冬陽の背を追い抜いたこと。
冬陽の家が立て替えてる間、
ずっとうちに泊まったこと。

そんなことを話して、笑ったり泣いたり。


卒業式のこと。
卒業式の最後に「おもいでの歌」を
歌ったとき、なんとなく冬陽の方を見たら、
冬陽もこっちを見ていて、手を振った。

「おもいでの歌」を歌うたびに、あの時に
戻りたくなる。


最期が本当に目の前に見えてきたから、
一番良かった瞬間を繰り返そうとして
いるのかもしれない。

Collected Items
Letter from Fuyuhi - Fuyuhi's Notes - Messy Notes - Suicide Note - Haruka's Notes - Drenched Note - Notes from Miku - The Doll Memorial - Shrine of Dolls - Folklorist's Notes - Water-design Journal - Dr. Aso's Records - Book Next to the Hair - Shiragiku's Journal - Notes Left Behind - Yuri's Notebook - Rui's Journal - Hisoka's Letter - Hisoka's Journal - Kazuya's Notes - Note from Miu - Note from Ren - Black Diary - White Diary - Bloodstained Notes - Lost Item Case Files - Missing Persons Reports - Yuri's Report - The Art of Shadow Reading - Mt. Hikami's Downfall - The Deathly Mountain - Suicide at Mt. Hikami - Unfinished Manuscript - The Maiden Slayer - Cave-in Record - The Veiled House (Report) - Local Customs - Tales of Photography - The Ghost Marriage - The Female Perspective - Tales of the Sunset - Shrine on the Water - In the Reliquaries - On the Shadowborn - Ghost Brides - Water & Mt. Hikami - Water, Life, and Death - The Shadowspring Tale - Writings on Glancing - The Immortal Flower - Mt. Hikami's Strictures - Tainted Waters - The Shadow-touched - On Flamekeepers - On Choosing a Bride - On Bridehood - Regarding Bridegrooms - The Black Reliquaries - The Three Pillars - The Taboo of Glancing - Opening Reliquaries - On the Mountain's Cry - The Rear Shrine - Dedication - Note from a Tent - Sunken Note - Crumpled Note - Apparent Suicide Note - Deteriorating Note - Keiji's Cassettes - Call from a Client